nakedkeithm

I am an introvert in everyday life, but for many years I have had a deep fascination with exhibitionism. People who know me would probably describe me as easily embarrassed and quite uncomfortable being the center of attention, yet for some reason, I constantly fantasize about being nude in front of large audiences. It's not for attention or to feel "empowered"; it is quite the opposite, actually. For me, this is all about feeling (and actually being) vulnerable and embarrassed as part of my sexual experience. The act of appearing totally nude and masturbating myself to orgasm while being watched by anonymous strangers represents a complete surrender of control and privacy. Considering my overall personality, I'm surprised that my interest in exhibitionism exists at all. But my curiosity doesn't stop with fantasies and daydreams. I have always felt a compulsion to know how it actually feels to do it for real.

I’ve never had the opportunity to experiment with exhibitionism in my regular life, but was aware that the internet could be an accessible place to experiment. I held-off for a long time, though, because part of me was still very hesitant. For one thing, the internet can be an impersonal, intimidating, and risky place to share even mundane information about yourself, let alone appear nude. Also, I knew very well that to experience the kind of exposure I craved (total and complete public exposure) I couldn't just settle for posting anonymous dick pics or photos with my face blurred. I would have to show EVERYTHING, including my face, openly on publicly-accessible web sites, or it wouldn’t count.

I freely admit, I have some self-confidence issues about my weight, and I certainly don't have a "porn-star"-size cock. So why on earth would I want to publicly show everything about myself that embarrasses me?? As you can probably imagine, I felt a lot of inner turmoil about actually posting explicitly sexual images and videos of myself.
I'm a very private person who struggles with a compulsion to publicly surrender all privacy and anonymity in a way that could end up changing my life as well as being, quite honestly, extremely embarrassing.

To see how it felt to bare myself in front of a camera and what I would look like "on screen", I made some very revealing, explicit videos and still images of myself. It was really exciting to know the camera was recording me in such vulnerable moments, and I found that not only did being recorded make me easily aroused, it was so exciting that I had to be careful to not orgasm too quickly. These videos were supposed to be for only myself to watch in private and fantasize about, but it only took a couple of viewings to discover that I was so turned-on thinking about showing them publicly that I literally could not stop myself...though I was filled with doubt and voices in my head were screaming "don't do it!", I uploaded them to this site. My heart was racing and my hands were literally shaking as I clicked the option to make them publicly viewable by anyone...it was both scary and exciting at the same time.

So now my body, my sexual responsiveness, and my flaws are all publicly exposed in explicit detail on a worldwide stage. Because I clearly show my face, my personal identity is now permanently and undeniably tied to my videos and images. Despite being filled by worry and embarrassment (sometimes to the point of headaches and nausea), I am at the same time intoxicated by this experience. The vulnerability aspect is especially exhilarating - ANYONE can now see what I look like naked, how long and thick my cock is, that I am circumcised, how I touch myself, how much semen I squirt during orgasm. Yet I know literally nothing about you.

I know I don't have an athletic body and a big cock, but this is NOT about me believing that people who see me will think I'm hot. It is about me actually coming to terms with an extremely important yet uncomfortable truth about my sexuality: I crave feeling the extreme vulnerability and embarrassment of being publicly exposed by sharing the most private side of my body and my sexual responsiveness to anyone who cares to look, regardless of the consequences to my personal life.

Sorry for over sharing. But it is good to get some things off my chest. Thanks for your indulgence.

ALSO - Because my kink is to feel completely stripped of ALL sexual privacy and anonymity, my content is released without limitation to the public domain so you may download it, copy it, and post it elsewhere without any need for my consent. Feel free to use it for memes, AI art, photoshop, and any other purpose you wish. ALSO, PLEASE feel free to leave explicit comments, critiques, and criticisms of my content, I would love to see strangers publicly discussing my body and my sexuality in VERY objectifying, embarrassing terms. Thank you!!

Exposure; embarrassment; submission; bondage; servitude; cock constriction/forced erection; prolonged teasing; orgasm denial; ruined orgasm; post-orgasm torture; being photographed nude; appearing nude in front of clothed audiences and in intimidating and uncomfortable settings (industrial; cold/outdoors; OON; masked audiences); CFNM; appearing in amateur videos and live streams in any of the above scenarios